She sat across the table at my favorite café nervously running her fingers around the mug of freshly brewed coffee trying ever-so-bravely to find the courage to speak the words she oh-so-desperately needed to say. Fighting back tears, she whispered the words like a confession — filled with guilt & anger, fearing judgement. “If it’s true that God doesn’t give us more than we can handle — why did God allow this? I certainSly can’t handle THIS! Am a failing as a Mama AND failing in my faith?”
She continued to share her story.
The words she spoke were filled with heartbreak & anguish — devastating, despairing words — for there is no pain on earth like watching your child suffer. I could feel her brokenness, her helplessness, her hopelessness.
And you know the words I *didn’t* speak to her today? “God doesn’t give us more than we can handle.” I cringe every time I hear these words spoken. Let’s just state it simply, plainly — these words are not in the Bible. These words are not the truth.
I have heard compassionate & kind, tender-hearted & well-meaning people offer these words as an attempt at comforting those who are fighting terminal illness, literally walking through the valley of the shadow of death — those whose children are living under the shadow of unbearable suffering — those who are in marriages wrought with abuse — those who have lost loved ones to devastating, wasting diseases — those who are wrestling with doubt & fear — those who pour out their gut-wrenching, heart-breaking stories with tears of lament.
“God doesn’t give us more than we can handle.”
Can you imagine for even a moment how piercing, how wounding these words sound to those who are already at their darkest, weakest points?
Perhaps you don’t need to imagine how piercing, how wounding these words sound because they have been said to you — in your darkest, weakest point.
My friend, today I am speaking words that are true. God does give us more than we can handle. Yes, there it is. I said it.
God does give us more than we can handle.
God does give us more than we can handle. But God also gives us His presence IN the midst of what we can’t handle.
My heart is reminded of these words I wrote recently to a friend —
“So I give thanks *not for every circumstance,* but for God’s faithful promise to be with me, before me, behind me, beside me *IN every circumstance!*”
God has given me more than I can handle. Repeatedly. In my journey of faith. On the road I have traveled marked with long-suffering & grief. God has given me more than I can handle.
And yet — when my faith is fading — God is faithful. When I’m ever-so-desperately holding onto hope — I have found that the LORD is Hope holding onto me.
When my song is a weary hallelujah — even when my faith is fading, even when my faith falters & fails — when there seems to be no joy in the mourning — no strength in the waiting — no hope in my wilderness wanderings, in the drought & in the darkest valleys — even when I raise my clenched-fists toward heaven through tears & lament, “How long, oh LORD?”
God has been faithful to meet me. In the mourning, in the waiting, in my wilderness wanderings, in the drought & the darkest valleys, yes even in my laments.
God has given me more than I can handle. But God has also given me His presence IN the midst of what I can’t handle.
God has been faithful.
Every. Single. Time.
To come quiet my restless heart with love, to strengthen my faith & my song…
THIS is how to give thanks in the desert places of wilderness wandering. THIS is how to sing praises when faith is fading. THIS is how to pray when God does give you more than we can handle —
When I am consumed by darkness & despair — there is no darkness that can overcome the light of Your love. There is no depth of despair beyond the reach of Your whispers of hope.
When I am on the road marked with grief, mourning, long-suffering — there is no end to Your comfort for You are well-acquainted with the darkest valley of shadows & suffering.
When I am wrestling with doubt —
there is no end to how You delight to quiet my restless heart with your love that knows no end.
When I can not see how You are working all things together for my good — there is no end to Your promise to strengthen my faith to hope in what I can not yet see.
God, when You give me more than I can handle — You also give me Your presence. You are faithful — Hallelujah & Amen.
Yes, it’s true. God does give us more than we can handle. (Perhaps we should say, “God *** allows more than we can handle.”)
But even so — we do not need to be afraid. For when the waters rise — when the storms rage —when faith is fading — and you lift up your eyes to the One who is faithful to remain before you, behind you, beside you, lifting you up — in the darkest valleys facing your deepest fears, in the deserts of doubt, in the wilderness wandering —
When you realize that God is still faithful forevermore & always — in ALL circumstances — God will strengthen your heart, your hope, your faith, your songs of praise — even if it remains a weary Hallelujah, a lament through tears with white-knuckled clenched fists barely holding on.
God does give us more than we can handle.
If that’s you today. Lift up your voice, reach out your hands to the LORD — and you will find the LORD is already holding onto you — for He is strong & mighty to save! He delights to come & quiet your restless heart with His love — He desires that you rest & rejoice in His promises to be faithful. Always. Forevermore. Even when you can not yet see how He will work it all together for good.
God does give us more than we can handle. But God also gives us His presence IN the midst of what we can’t handle.
“So I’m preaching Gospel to myself, and my restless heart is called to rejoice…
“Rejoice always — pray continually — give thanks in ALL circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
I give thanks *not for every circumstance,* but for God’s faithful promise to be with me, before me, behind me, beside me *IN every circumstance!*
THIS is how to give thanks in the desert places of wilderness wandering. The LORD is faithful to be with me in the wilderness! THIS is how to sing praises when faith is fading. The LORD is my strength & my song! THIS is how to pray when hope seems lost. The LORD is Hope holding onto me as an anchor for my soul! So I will choose to sing “even so it is well with my soul!” The LORD has filled my heart with laughter & songs of praise!
God does give us more than we can handle. But God is always faithful to give us His presence IN the midst of what we can’t handle. And THAT is good news. Good news indeed. Hallelujah & Amen.